Inspiration

I guess I covered in my last blog post about my inspiration but it was Suicide Awareness Day where everyone put love on their wrists and I was very inspired preparing for it all weekend and on monday i wrote love on my wrist and was touched..

Please Do Not

Yesterday, went both ways, it was worse and better then i expected. I came into the period knowing exactly what I wanted to do and i was preparing what it was going to look like all weekend. I came in knowing that Monday was suicide awareness day, I really haven't been at the point where harming myself was ever the option but I have came close, like most girls I know. The most insecure thing about me is my body. Regardless how people perceive me, I have always and will always see myself as over weight. I knew what I wanted to do so the beginning of the three periods I attempted to get it down on paper...then I realized that what i did was not my vision for the piece and i started over. in the end everything i did became what I wanted. My one and only problem that I have been facing is that I do not want people to think thatI am harming my self in anyway shape or form and I don't want people to think that...so please do not.

7 things about me that i totally forgot!

1 & 2 . My first creative moment *that i remember* was when I was 6, i told my cousin that I wanted to design a mansion. We both decided that we wanted to draw our rooms the way we wanted it to be. I made my room a rainbow theme like life on a cloud. My walk in closet beautiful pink with a sitting room. That same day i choreographed a dance to an aaron carter song, being bossy me.

3 &4. The best idea I've had *so far* was joining cheer it gets a lot of anger and frustration out. If I'm having a bad day I go cheer and nail stunt or maybe make a basket toss higher then I've ever thrown.  It changes my mood completely. It has made me a happier person. 

5,6&7. The dumbest idea I've done so far was not do my homework for the past 5 years of my life I'm really paying for it now and it happened because I'm lazy and a procrastinator to the point that I just don't do it