Process in its beginning

I set out to finish my whole shot list from start to finish

Never felt weirder

It all made sense to me when we did that acting exercise. Those feelings of being threatened still haunts me. When I held my neck out open and Luke came up to me I was terrified and it felt so open also the staring thing where you look away you feel like you loose it was just so awkward. I learned a lot about characteristics of people and why some people are so easily toppled over and some so easily walked over. Stand straight. Hold your ground. Also if you don't want to listen don't sit or stand at attention stand differently but still hold your ground i am very fascinated with human characteristics and why people do what they do. I love learning about it and I would love to hear more.

Stress and Kaitlyn's mind

Today in stac art i drew a heart... I was very distracted by stress in my life. I was going to draw a infinity sign because i read some where the infinity symbol relaxes the mind. but if I was going to do it i would feel very frustrated if it didn't work. My art project however i have been working on at home for weeks now its almost done but i dont really like it but i decided to finish it because i needed hours. That relaxes me also its like I take a break from my homework to do it. I found it very helpful and it keeps me focused

Theres more to it

I love when we watch movies in stac but not for the movie time but for the movie itself and the talk after it. The movie content today was amazing it was a thriller and it certainly wowed me. I am trying to pick out my favorite scene but honestly it was all so amazing. The talk after it is my favorite because the more and more we talk the more and more i understand what it going on. Not just the movie that we watched but in the future movies we will watch together or that i would watch on my own. Like how him coming out of the car was like a rebirth and him washing in the water was like him cleansing himself. I love the movies we watch in stac especially the ones that totally screws with you head like the 12 monkeys